; Thursday, October 4.this post is for you
Boy..
i understand what's you're suffering..
i know you lost "Trust" in everyone..
and you lost most trust in Relationship..
ever since she hurt you..
after hearing what you said ytd..
makes me think even more..
you said" how you wish we knew each other earlier"
i wish it too.. but it's fate ):
i said i will wait means i will..
you may find me stupid..
i love you for what you are..
not be cos of your money nor looks..
you have any thing..
please i wants you to share it with me..
i wish that one day i will be the one who you trust..
every night be4 sleeping..
i will read all the sms you send me in the past..
and smile while crying..
those short memories were so sweet for me..
i never find myself doin all this to my other ex bf..
but you.. i even do one stupid thing that is wrote you a letter.. (it's still with me)
i never find myself giving in and treating someone so much better then the rest..
never tot of wanting to marry to someone..
never like an idoit waiting for calls, msg or reply
like an idoit waiting to meet someone..
like an idoit goin to another side of singapore to meet someone..
and all i did it for you..
i find myself changing so much..
im find myself scared to lost you..
without you chattin with me everynight i cant sleep..
lock myself at home.. not goin out..
i can tell you something..
i used to go out with guys..
but ever since i knew you..
i will only go out with guys is when there's girls..
lastly...
Baby.. dont get the wrong idea that im blaming you..
i just wanna let you know..
for you i can do anything..
and i love you more than she do.. (can say she dont even loves you)
0509 never be replace..
the love i once had..
and i wanna it back..
HELLOKITTIESSS <3
10:42:00 AM
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